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Name: Kimmi
Age: 16
School: Ohhhh! That's what it's called!
Birthday: February 24th, 1990
Status: No one's wife
-Maybe promises are better left unsaid-
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*cymbal noise*
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Behind the Camera
...Humming...
Once there was a way to get back homeward,
Once there was a way to get back home,
Sleep pretty darling, do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye,
Golden slumbers fill your eyes,
Smiles awake you when you rise,
Sleep pretty darling do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye,
Once there was a way to get back homeward,
Once there was a way to get back home,
Sleep pretty darling do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye.
If you want me,
Tell me now,
If I could be of any help,
Tell me how,
Let me love you,
Like a friend,
Every little thing is gonna go right in the end.
Well I could hold you too tight,
I could never let you go,
But that wouldn't be right...
I can still recall our last summer,
I still see it all,
Walks along the sand,
Laughing in the rain,
Our last summer,
Memories that we made.
We took the chance, like we were dancing our last dance.
Living is easy with eyes closed,
Misunderstanding all you see.
You were all I never wanted anyhow,
...but I sure want you now...
You may say that I'm a dreamer,
But I'm not the only one.
You're asking me will my love grow,
I don't know, I don't know,
You stick around now it may show,
I don't know, I don't know.
I've seen that road before,
It always leads me here,
Leads me to your door.
When evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years,
To make you feel my love.
Bright are the stars that shine,
Dark is the sky,
I know this love of mine,
Will never die.
You looked my way and said,
"You frustrate me",
Like you're thinking of lines and times,
When you and I were you and me,
I took a chance out on the street,
And I missed my chance and chances are you won't be coming back to me.
There were bells on a hill,
But I never heard them ringing,
No I never heard them at all,
Til there was you,
There were birds in the sky,
But I never saw them winging,
No I never saw them at all,
Til there was you,
And there was music,
And wonderful roses,
They had sent for me,
In sweet fragrent meddows of dawn and dew,
There was love all around,
But I never heard it singing,
No I never heard it all,
Til there was you.
The sun is up,
The sky is blue,
It's beautiful,
And so are you.
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
A lot of things have been going on in the past week or two, so don't bitch at me for not updating. If you haven't found out and you think you're good enough to find out, try your luck...but I'm not talking about it here.
Here's my question of the day: Why is everything so complicated?
As a child, life was so simplistic. I mean...I remember days during the summer where I'd play outside with Michael from sunrise to sunset. Even in Jr. High I just had petty problems...most of them having to do with boys...but you know...it happens. I guess now that I'm of the age where I see things in a larger spectrum, I notice that not everything is black and white. It's hard to leave something behind, whether it be a person, place, or object. Even the nicest of people can be rutheless, and anyone can ruin someone's day. Men and women alike lie, steal, cheat, love, hate, live, and die. It's just...harder than it was before...like math. (Slight miff-age towards Brian for not telling my that high school math is hard)
I know life isn't supposed to be easy, but I don't think it's supposed to be difficult all the time. Lately I've just been in a rut of anger and depression. Part of it I couldn't help, and part of it was self-induced. Now I'm starting to see the light, but I feel like I'm the only one who's seeing it. I want someone to see it with, who's willing to take a leap of faith despite what all others think. I want someone who isn't afraid to get his or her feelings hurt while doing something he or she wants to do...or just feels like doing. I need to be spontaneous, but don't need to be alone.