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Name: Kimmi
Age: 16
School: Ohhhh! That's what it's called!
Birthday: February 24th, 1990
Status: No one's wife

-Maybe promises are better left unsaid-

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My Lovers


CC
Hunter
Kevin
*cymbal noise*
He's Very Pretty Too!
The Friend I Finally Met
El
Diana
Brian
Freddie
Behind the Camera

...Humming...

Once there was a way to get back homeward,
Once there was a way to get back home,
Sleep pretty darling, do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye,
Golden slumbers fill your eyes,
Smiles awake you when you rise,
Sleep pretty darling do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye,
Once there was a way to get back homeward,
Once there was a way to get back home,
Sleep pretty darling do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye.

If you want me,
Tell me now,
If I could be of any help,
Tell me how,
Let me love you,
Like a friend,
Every little thing is gonna go right in the end.

Well I could hold you too tight,
I could never let you go,
But that wouldn't be right...

I can still recall our last summer,
I still see it all,
Walks along the sand,
Laughing in the rain,
Our last summer,
Memories that we made.

We took the chance, like we were dancing our last dance.

Living is easy with eyes closed,
Misunderstanding all you see.

You were all I never wanted anyhow,
...but I sure want you now...

You may say that I'm a dreamer,
But I'm not the only one.

You're asking me will my love grow,
I don't know, I don't know,
You stick around now it may show,
I don't know, I don't know.

I've seen that road before,
It always leads me here,
Leads me to your door.

When evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years,
To make you feel my love.

Bright are the stars that shine,
Dark is the sky,
I know this love of mine,
Will never die.

You looked my way and said,
"You frustrate me",
Like you're thinking of lines and times,
When you and I were you and me,
I took a chance out on the street,
And I missed my chance and chances are you won't be coming back to me.

There were bells on a hill,
But I never heard them ringing,
No I never heard them at all,
Til there was you,
There were birds in the sky,
But I never saw them winging,
No I never saw them at all,
Til there was you,
And there was music,
And wonderful roses,
They had sent for me,
In sweet fragrent meddows of dawn and dew,
There was love all around,
But I never heard it singing,
No I never heard it all,
Til there was you.

The sun is up,
The sky is blue,
It's beautiful,
And so are you.
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Saturday, December 09, 2006

I feel like writing, but not my history paper...so let's try typing out some of my good english writings...
***
Why I Didn't Write About La Caban~a

I was going to write about my work,
But my boss is a really big jerk,
He made me stay until 7:30,
And one of the waiters is very flirty,
I try to get high off the taco smell,
I'm so bored...and probably going to hell,
The cooks make fun of me because I'm white,
But I am, so I guess it's all right.
Wow, I totally ruined the point of this poem,
*Sigh* It doesn't matter, I just want to go home.

-On Fustration-

The walls of this room are closing in again.
I hate it.
I feel suffocated. Hated Unappreciated.
Insignificance is my name.

They get smaller by the second. I'm in a shrinking birdcage.
Rumors start.
Gossip spreads.
Tempers flare.
More and more dirty laundry gets tossed onto the pile.
If only they knew.

I'm told that I'm special.
Wanted. Needed. Cared for.
That's funny.
Why is it, then, that my reputation sinks with each passing day?
Why is it that, if I am in a crowded room, no matter if I am the first one looked at upon entering or the lonely one in the corner
I am not seen?

Am I not seen?
Am I that insignificant?

I don't know.

On Betrayal

I hate that feeling. The one at the pit of your stomach that lets you know when you're doing something wrong. It scratched and clawed at my stomach wall, longing to be freed to ruin my immoral plan. It wanted to scream to the world of my blackened name, of my dirty secret. The line between right and wrong, good and bad, black and white have all been blurred. It all seems gray. In my dismal fate I stand alone. There it is again, that damned nagging feeling. The sensation grows as I dial your number. It screeches and shouts as I feed you lie after lie. It watches with me as the innocent angel leaves my soul and is inevitably replaced with some malicious, evil-hearted devil, who refuses to listen to even the most basic of moral sense. The clock ticks, my stomach churns, and the lies cease. You believe it all. The clouds blacken upon my presence outside. Nothing sympathizes with my state. I don't expect it. I don't want it. I don't need it. He turns around and waits for me to catch up. I walk ever so slowly, the daunting task of a few paces and a million secrets to conceal weighing heavily on my mind. He grabs my outstretched hand, and in a sudden realization of what I've done an invisible dagger pierces my heart, while my once untainted soul laughs at its foolish girl's mistake.
***

That's all I have for now. Give me a call and I'll give you updates about my life.

2:45 PM
Kimmi

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