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Name: Kimmi
Age: 16
School: Ohhhh! That's what it's called!
Birthday: February 24th, 1990
Status: No one's wife
-Maybe promises are better left unsaid-
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My Lovers
CC
Hunter
Kevin
*cymbal noise*
He's Very Pretty Too!
The Friend I Finally Met
El
Diana
Brian
Freddie
Behind the Camera
...Humming...
Once there was a way to get back homeward,
Once there was a way to get back home,
Sleep pretty darling, do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye,
Golden slumbers fill your eyes,
Smiles awake you when you rise,
Sleep pretty darling do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye,
Once there was a way to get back homeward,
Once there was a way to get back home,
Sleep pretty darling do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye.
If you want me,
Tell me now,
If I could be of any help,
Tell me how,
Let me love you,
Like a friend,
Every little thing is gonna go right in the end.
Well I could hold you too tight,
I could never let you go,
But that wouldn't be right...
I can still recall our last summer,
I still see it all,
Walks along the sand,
Laughing in the rain,
Our last summer,
Memories that we made.
We took the chance, like we were dancing our last dance.
Living is easy with eyes closed,
Misunderstanding all you see.
You were all I never wanted anyhow,
...but I sure want you now...
You may say that I'm a dreamer,
But I'm not the only one.
You're asking me will my love grow,
I don't know, I don't know,
You stick around now it may show,
I don't know, I don't know.
I've seen that road before,
It always leads me here,
Leads me to your door.
When evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years,
To make you feel my love.
Bright are the stars that shine,
Dark is the sky,
I know this love of mine,
Will never die.
You looked my way and said,
"You frustrate me",
Like you're thinking of lines and times,
When you and I were you and me,
I took a chance out on the street,
And I missed my chance and chances are you won't be coming back to me.
There were bells on a hill,
But I never heard them ringing,
No I never heard them at all,
Til there was you,
There were birds in the sky,
But I never saw them winging,
No I never saw them at all,
Til there was you,
And there was music,
And wonderful roses,
They had sent for me,
In sweet fragrent meddows of dawn and dew,
There was love all around,
But I never heard it singing,
No I never heard it all,
Til there was you.
The sun is up,
The sky is blue,
It's beautiful,
And so are you.
Friday, October 27, 2006
I bet Spencer a dollar that I could make it til midnight/til he called without falling asleep.
I'm almost asleep.
I keep trying to do things to keep me busy. I tried math homework. Numbers look funny. I mean seriously, think about it. 2, 5, 3. This is ridiculous. I bet a dollar on this. You know who's a nut job? Mr. Nevins. I have the most strange relationship with that teacher. I think he's the greatest man in the world one minute, and then 5 minutes later I hate him for making me read Thoreau. We had a paper fight in english today. Don't ask. I bowled like shit. My eyes hurt. Dammit.
I think I'm going to start typing with my eyes closed. It makes me feel better. God I'm so tired. I can't go to sleep. I have to prove him wrong. I tried caffiene. It's a joke. The yogurt was good though. I have no junk food. You know what's a joke? Me neither.
Wow...this was completely pointless...and only helped me stay awake for another 20 minutes. Way to go blogger!
2 Questions before I go:
1- Do I deserve that dollar?
2- What should I be for Halloween/Halloween parties???
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Alrighty, so I'm not big on blogging whole posts about my significant other/boyfriend...but this was just too funny to pass up. Dialogue has been added for more role play, cuz I know you all love to make up funny voices for me and whoever else I add in.
So I did some things that I thought were right at the time, and realized that they weren't, and I was happier before. Mainly I decided that I wanted my Spencer back. (Gee, I'm blunt...and possesive apparently. I'm also a whore, but that's a story for another day.) You see, I've never really asked a guy out before, much less begged and pleaded for one to forgive me...so I had no idea what to do. After watching (and crying at) East's Diviners...Nick (in a weird, strange way) gave me an idea. I decided to use one of his lines on Spencer, and hoped for a good reaction. I just had to wait for the right day (actually, I didn't. I'm just using this for a dramatic effect)
The day (today) came, and after a lot of thinking out loud, I took the plunge...kinda...
Me- Spencer, I have something to tell you.
Spencer- What?
Me- Nevermind.
Spencer- You have to tell me.
This goes on for a good 5-10 minutes. I'm too lazy to write it all out.
Me- Okay.
Spencer- Will you tell me? I'm not leaving until you do.
Me- Okay. *kiss* I love you. I want you. Let's go. *cute smile*
*5 seconds pass*
Spencer- Tell me.
Me- *Thinks* Dammit...I thought he would've understood. *Says* I told you all that I needed to say.
Spencer- What?!? That was it!?! I don't get it!!!
Me- *Thinks* Oh shit fuck shit. This cute romantic moment is so ruined. *Says* You'll get it. You'll be in full makeup and costume in the middle of the scene and you'll get it. You'll feel so stupid. (Notice how I'm trying to hint him into it. It's failing.)
Spencer- Come on Kim, just tell me what you really need to say.
Me- I told you! *Thinks* Slutfuck.
Spencer- Fine!! Whatever. I just don't get it. (Carrie says- cuz I'm a little retard)
Me- You will, I promise. Now go home. It'll all be okay. *Thinks* Dios Mios I fucked this up so bad.
Spencer starts to walk away...
Me- Hey.
Spencer- What?
Me- (Carrie says- Hugs not drugs.) Be safe, okay?
Spencer- Whatever.
(Carrie says- Safe sex guys!!!) (What have I taught my sister...dear god...)
Anyway.....
So he leaves in a fit of anger. Half of me was laughing because he didn't get it, the other half felt like an asshole for trying to be witty and cute all at the same time, and him totally not catching my drift. I call up Kevin to give him the heads-up on what I just did, and asked him to make Spencer squirm a bit before actually telling him what I meant by my crazy Nick line. (Dammit Nick, we should've thought about whether or not he would get the quote...dammit) Blah blah blah...I go to work and at about 6:30, my phone vibrates on my ass. I know who it is. (Carrie says- Your mom!!!) No, not my mom, but Spencer. DUN DUN DUN!!!
Me- Hey sweetie, how are you?
Spencer- YES!
At first I wondered what his outburst meant. It could've been a surge of passion, joy, uncontrolable pleasure...but then I realized...(Carrie says- He was with the dog, in the dark, dark corner!!!)
Spencer- Uhh...yah...
Me- That's good. Now go do your play. I have to work.
Spencer- Okay. I love you.
Me- I love you too. Now break a leg, idiot.
Spencer- Shut up.
Me- You know you're never gonna live this down. I'm so blogging this.
So here we are. I'm back with the man I love, and I am happier that I have been for a long while. Go me! Well, I'm off too bed, but before I go I'd like to say that East's show, although depressing as hell, was quite possibly the best show I have seen ever. The chemistry was wonderful, and it really hit home. (I was depressed for 24 hours afterwards.) Great job guys. I love you all.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
ATTENTION! PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE THE REST!
Disclaimer: This story/descriptive sketch is completely fictious. When it is after 10 PM, my mind tends to wander to unknown places. I tend to be a bit more emotional, and that's when I write the best. I also tend to take a small detail of my life and blow it way out of proportion, making it extremely crazy...yet passionate. I hope you all like what you read, but only read the lines written for there is nothing between them.
Maybe it was the way you first intrigued me when I met you. Age has never been a factor in my mind. I guess it wasn't in yours either. You joked, I laughed, and the inuendos never ceased. You made working so much more enjoyable.
Maybe it was the the simplicity of your kiss. You made it seem like just another one of your customs, but there was a hidden ambition when you leaned in. In less than one second I felt attraction, affection, want and desire. Despite my better judgement, I longed for that kiss again.
Maybe it was the way you held me in your office. Belle and Sebastian will never sing the same to me again. Maybe it was the way you moved me to stradle your lap. Maybe it was the way you slowly rocked me back and forth. Maybe it was how you slid your hands around my torso and up my shirt. Maybe it was the danger. The rush. The thought of how everything could go wrong in an instant. Maybe it was the smallest, yet most remarkable surge of passion as your lips met mine...