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Name: Kimmi
Age: 16
School: Ohhhh! That's what it's called!
Birthday: February 24th, 1990
Status: No one's wife
-Maybe promises are better left unsaid-
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My Lovers
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Hunter
Kevin
*cymbal noise*
He's Very Pretty Too!
The Friend I Finally Met
El
Diana
Brian
Freddie
Behind the Camera
...Humming...
Once there was a way to get back homeward,
Once there was a way to get back home,
Sleep pretty darling, do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye,
Golden slumbers fill your eyes,
Smiles awake you when you rise,
Sleep pretty darling do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye,
Once there was a way to get back homeward,
Once there was a way to get back home,
Sleep pretty darling do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye.
If you want me,
Tell me now,
If I could be of any help,
Tell me how,
Let me love you,
Like a friend,
Every little thing is gonna go right in the end.
Well I could hold you too tight,
I could never let you go,
But that wouldn't be right...
I can still recall our last summer,
I still see it all,
Walks along the sand,
Laughing in the rain,
Our last summer,
Memories that we made.
We took the chance, like we were dancing our last dance.
Living is easy with eyes closed,
Misunderstanding all you see.
You were all I never wanted anyhow,
...but I sure want you now...
You may say that I'm a dreamer,
But I'm not the only one.
You're asking me will my love grow,
I don't know, I don't know,
You stick around now it may show,
I don't know, I don't know.
I've seen that road before,
It always leads me here,
Leads me to your door.
When evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years,
To make you feel my love.
Bright are the stars that shine,
Dark is the sky,
I know this love of mine,
Will never die.
You looked my way and said,
"You frustrate me",
Like you're thinking of lines and times,
When you and I were you and me,
I took a chance out on the street,
And I missed my chance and chances are you won't be coming back to me.
There were bells on a hill,
But I never heard them ringing,
No I never heard them at all,
Til there was you,
There were birds in the sky,
But I never saw them winging,
No I never saw them at all,
Til there was you,
And there was music,
And wonderful roses,
They had sent for me,
In sweet fragrent meddows of dawn and dew,
There was love all around,
But I never heard it singing,
No I never heard it all,
Til there was you.
The sun is up,
The sky is blue,
It's beautiful,
And so are you.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
I can drive. I got my license yesterday at about 2:30 pm. I kicked Plano ass...*laughs* It really wasn't all that hard. My first two drives were out to Kevin's house...yah I bet the boy feels REALLY special. My sister enjoyed my driving too...minus my crappy crooked parking at Dominicks.
Today...I went out with Kevin. What the hell, call it a date. I went on a date with Kevin. I took him to Red Robin and to a movie- Failure to Launch. V for Vendetta's earliest show was at 9, so he got jipped. Oh well. I got some ice cream afterwards, and we sat in the car and talked. Yes. Talked. Get your mind out of the gutter. (That is definitely one of my new favorite quotes.) It was nice. It couldn't have been better.
Okay, so I was in the mood to write for the first time in god knows how long, so you're going to read it. *Sighs* Don't read too into it...please...
To be or not to be was the question.
The pain is...was...unbearable. Now I know how Caesar felt. I was torn apart piece by piece. A heart of glass shattered on the floor and an empty body lay next to it. I was hopeless and utterly alone…yet everyone seemed to pass me by. I put on a face. I played everything off as an innocent act. It wasn’t.
The pain wasn't just mental and emotional, it was physical too. I wish I realized it before, but I didn’t. My body became the outlet to my pain, my flesh my scratching post. Scabs and scars were scattered about my arms, sadly showing what my simplistic smile could not. I doubted every happily-ever-after belief I once had. My days were spent hiding, and my nights were left to my pain, my tears, and the moon.
I never thought I could love again until tonight.
His eyes are angelic, and his smile is to die for. Maybe examining other beauties is the right thing to do. I feel butterflies, and I turn into a blushing school girl once again. His hand guides me. His arms protect me. His heart cherishes me. He kisses my wounds and they heal. I realized I’ve suddenly remembered what it feels like to get caught in the moment, to light a new fire.
I love. I lose. I live. I die. I remember. I forget. I can do all of these things, but I can never turn back time. The stars may cross for a reason. Juliet could find her Romeo. Love can be patient and kind all over again.
This I will never know unless I take the chance.