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Name: Kimmi
Age: 16
School: Ohhhh! That's what it's called!
Birthday: February 24th, 1990
Status: No one's wife
-Maybe promises are better left unsaid-
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*cymbal noise*
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Behind the Camera
...Humming...
Once there was a way to get back homeward,
Once there was a way to get back home,
Sleep pretty darling, do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye,
Golden slumbers fill your eyes,
Smiles awake you when you rise,
Sleep pretty darling do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye,
Once there was a way to get back homeward,
Once there was a way to get back home,
Sleep pretty darling do not cry,
And I will sing a lullabye.
If you want me,
Tell me now,
If I could be of any help,
Tell me how,
Let me love you,
Like a friend,
Every little thing is gonna go right in the end.
Well I could hold you too tight,
I could never let you go,
But that wouldn't be right...
I can still recall our last summer,
I still see it all,
Walks along the sand,
Laughing in the rain,
Our last summer,
Memories that we made.
We took the chance, like we were dancing our last dance.
Living is easy with eyes closed,
Misunderstanding all you see.
You were all I never wanted anyhow,
...but I sure want you now...
You may say that I'm a dreamer,
But I'm not the only one.
You're asking me will my love grow,
I don't know, I don't know,
You stick around now it may show,
I don't know, I don't know.
I've seen that road before,
It always leads me here,
Leads me to your door.
When evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years,
To make you feel my love.
Bright are the stars that shine,
Dark is the sky,
I know this love of mine,
Will never die.
You looked my way and said,
"You frustrate me",
Like you're thinking of lines and times,
When you and I were you and me,
I took a chance out on the street,
And I missed my chance and chances are you won't be coming back to me.
There were bells on a hill,
But I never heard them ringing,
No I never heard them at all,
Til there was you,
There were birds in the sky,
But I never saw them winging,
No I never saw them at all,
Til there was you,
And there was music,
And wonderful roses,
They had sent for me,
In sweet fragrent meddows of dawn and dew,
There was love all around,
But I never heard it singing,
No I never heard it all,
Til there was you.
The sun is up,
The sky is blue,
It's beautiful,
And so are you.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Don't worry about me 'cause I'm refined
Cast my line to see what's behind
Did you think you'd persuade me to let you go?
I'm tired of ranting...I'm going to write a letter...
Ever since I learned to not dwell in the past I wanted to teach. Unfortunatly, I wanted to teach laws and theories that cannot be learned in a classroom. It sounds strange, I know, but bear with me. I think it's become my goal in life to be able to teach anyone who will listen a little more about life, love, and themselves. I have no book. I have no plan. It makes no sense...it really doesn't, and I don't do it intentionally. It just happens. I guess that's what happens when I befriend people. It's...kind of a belief. I'm sorry that you were unintentionally a part of it...if that's something to be sorry for. I just...hope you learned a thing or two from me.
I hope you learned that you're not the only one with feelings. I can't ever say that enough. There are two sides to every story, every relationship, every everything. You can't go around playing with people like they were dolls, and just throw them away once they lose their glamour. You must ALWAYS treat people the way you wish to be treated, or else karma will kick your ass. It's a plain and simple truth.
I hope you learned that love is worth it. Bad experiences are supposed to help you strive for more good ones. Make sense? It doesn't even have to be love. In order to push yourself to genuinely care for another human being is a great feat. Take pride in that. Also, never EVER be afraid to speak your thoughts, wants, hopes, and dreams outloud. Sometimes it's hard, I know, but it's so worth it, trust me. Know that I am always here, if you ever need to talk to me.
Finally, I hope you learned how to love again. It hurts to let a good thing go, no matter if it was just beginning to blossom or way overdue. Pain goes hand in hand with love; it's better to know what you're getting into before you get into it. Whether I could love you or not, it doesn't matter. Just know that love is everything, even when you think it isn't anything. Love is life, and despite which way or how I mean it, I genuinely and completely love you...and that comes from the bottom of my heart.
Kim